If you have been following this blog, you know I have been challenged with the “reasons” to continue creating, as off-balance as that sounds. I have produced a number of abstracts,
just to stay loose, while I wait for guidance on how to complete the “Heart and Soul” mandala.
I decided to return to mandala work, just for grins, began work on a piece beginning August 21st, and as it progressed, I noticed that all of the hearts in the painting were obscured a little bit. I started thinking about what I give my whole heart to, and even more so, all the things I don’t. I titled it “Wholeheartedly”.
Now let me back track and say a few days earlier, I met with my school counselor about direction on courses and was excited to hear about the possibility of an internship. I have been very focused on getting a J-O-B, and it has been difficult to invest in my painting work, now that I have surrendered to the reality that it cannot support me financially. We had a very in-depth discussion, she is a very intuitive person and one of her recommendations was that I seek out the book “Daring Greatly” by Brene Brown. I promised to do so.
A few days AFTER completing the mandala, I went on Amazon (please don’t judge me) to order the book and happened to read some of the reviews while I was there. I was gobsmacked to read Ms. Brown quoted by E. White, “Vulnerability is the core, the heart, the center of meaningful human experience. Vulnerability is the prerequisite to living what Ms. Brown calls the wholehearted life.” And reviewer Heather Saffer adds, “Vulnerability leads to happiness or wholeheartedness.”
Herein dwells the magic of the mandalas. Somehow they are gatekeepers, translators, facilitators, helping me mine and process information from the quantum field in a way that really works.